Fake Tales of Eccentric Teenagers

Always

2012-02-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

I don't have any siblings, but I have them.

Across the miles.

Across time,

We probably have changed,

But in our hearts,

We're always the same.

You're in my heart

and I miss you.

Pika

The Magic.

2012-02-09T00:51:00.001+08:00

Here is something that I really, really, really want to see:

Aurora Borealis- the colorful Dancing Northern Lights is a spectacular phenomenon that occurs in nature and it is visible in the sky from the Northern Hemisphere, way up near the Artic Circle.

Its MAGIC. Awesome!
Something about the electrons from the sun entering the earth's atmosphere and the magnetic power of the pole or something as such. Why spoil the magic with science, rite.
But, but, if you're really interested in the scientific explanation of it, you can always Google it.

Zafira

Violet Stares

2011-12-27T03:14:00.001+08:00

Hey everybody! Okay so I (Lanee) was scrolling through tumblr like a mindless insomniac with no purpose whatsoever, and I stumbled upon a post with I found extremely interesting. I read the brief explanation right below a photo of a baby with purple eyes. Yes, purple. I have yet to see a person with eyes that colour but apparently it's real. I wanted to know more about it so here's what came up.

The Origins of the "Genesis"

"Alexandria's Genesis," as it has been called since the 1960s, is a genetic mutation generally found in women of Euro-American (a.k.a., Caucasian) descent. This mutation can be traced as far as the Middle Ages in Northern Europe. The first known record of "Alexandria's Genesis" was written in the year CE 1330 (Common Era).

A woman named Alexandria Augustine came into the world on April 29, CE 1329 in London, England. At the time, she appeared to be normal, but her parents soon noticed that her eyes were changing from the blue eyes Alexandria had at birth to the purple eyes she would have by her first birthday. The parents were startled by this dramatic change. They took her to their priest, thinking that a witch did this to their child, and that the priest might be able to ask God to change the eye color back. The priest told the parents that it was not the work of the devil, but a myth come true. This particular priest had heard a story about a race of people who had purple eyes. These humans were thought to have come from Egypt after a mysterious light flashed in the sky during a moonless night thousands of years ago.

The purple-eyed humans also had very fair skin, and were thought to be spirits because of their appearance. The so-called "spirit people" eventually went north and vanished without a trace. The priest told her parents not to worry, for they had a special child in their hands and they should take good care of her. Eventually, Alexandria grew up to be a very beautiful woman, got married, had four children (all four were girls, and all four also had the mutation), never got sick, and died at the age of 150 of natural causes. It is this discovery that helped to name the genetic mutation when the gene was discovered in 1968.

The Characteristics of "Alexandria's Genesis"

The first characteristic of people with "Alexandria's Genesis" is their eye color. When someone is born with this genetic mutation, the eyes are either blue or gray at birth. At six months, the eyes begin their transformation from the original color to purple. This process is completed by the person's first birthday. A second process, where the eye color deepens, starts as soon as the first is completed. This slow process continues until the onset of puberty. By then, the eye will have become a dark purple, a deep purple, a royal purple, or a violet-blue color, and will be that color for the rest of their time. These changes do not affect the person's eyesight, though. If anything, the eyesight is, and remains until death, 20/20.

Speaking of puberty, those who have the mutation will never grow any facial, body, pubic, or anal hair during this stage of growth. In fact, the only hair they will ever have is what is on their heads, in their ears and nose, their eyebrows, and their eyelashes. Women also have an added bonus beyond never having to shave: never buying tampons or pads. It turns out that females born with "Alexandria's Genesis" never menstruate in their lives. They are fertile, however, and can go through the same things that women without the mutation can go through every month. Beyond these differences, those with the mutation go through puberty as normally as everyone else does.

Below are all of the characteristics of "Alexandria's Genesis."

Clear, silver-like purple eyes (after 1^st birthday; deepen in color until onset of puberty)
No facial or body hair growth beyond what was already there at birth
Dark brown or black hair
Shimmering white skin that resist tanning and burning
Lack of menstruation cycle (in women)
Highly evolved immune system (can resist every disease known to man so far)
Appear 5-20 years younger (after the age of 21, the aging process slows down greatly; it stops completely between the ages of 40-50)
Long life span (ranges from 130-170 years)
Perfect vision
Never overweight (their metabolism prevents the gaining of too much fat [a.k.a., partial lipodystophy])
Well-developed and proportioned bodies
Found mainly in women of Euro-American descent
Women are the primary carriers of the mutation
Children born from mothers with the mutation are also carriers
Mutation remains active generation after generation
Mutation grows stronger generation after generation

According to the characteristics above, it seems like people who carry this mutation have all the desirable qualities of "super humans". They wouldn't get sick, won't have to shave, won't have to deal with stupid pms and won't get fat. This could, in fact, change the fate of mankind. Whether it's fictional or it's as real as the sun, either way, this mutation is, to me, far more awesome than sparkling vampires. Haha sorry. Sudden troll.

Lanee.

Post Bosan. Tak Tipu.

2011-12-21T22:50:00.001+08:00

Takde sape nak update blog ni . ____________ .

Lets just borak-borak rojak then while waiting for Zaza, Fify or Lanee to write something. Later, may be wayyyyy later.

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I am now in my 2nd semester in UiTM Puncak Alam. Insyaallah, I'll be done with Asasi Sains by April next year. I am re-evaluating my options: should I go ahead with dentistry (as "promised" to MARA) or may be do something else; like bio-medic perhaps, or bio-tech or pharmacy or some random other interesting stuff like psychology or environmental science.

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Over the last month or so, papa has been sending daily updates from Mumbai on this two little baby pigeons. Their mother was nesting on the air-cond compressor outside our living room. The poor babies fell to the floor so papa decided to put them in a box since they were too small to fly. So yeah, mama and I got daily updates on their developments. And pictures too. And a couple of videos :D

They flew off exactly when they were 35 days old.

Just like Google said they should.

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Harimau Muda agak hot.

Nazmi Faiz sangat comel.

But seriously babe, leave the poor guy alone. He has a mission to accomplish. Let him focus on football. Don't make him act or sing or dance or go into the entertainment business for that matter. He became famous as a footballer, and a footballer he should be. That's all. You can even "adopt" him as your imaginary boyf if you like him all that much. That's what I did.

("Babe" di atas ditujukan teristimewa kepada artis-artis wanita tanahair)

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19th December. So, Happy Birthday Farah Shaheera Roslan.

Love you!

Awwww, little Farah just turned 18! Lombab naa kau ni gho -.- orang lain dah nak 19 dah haa :p

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Last week, few stalls in Rafflesia were forced to close for two weeks. Cleanliness issue may be? This will improve things for us in the future, InsyaAllah.

Hoping for a mercy visit from mama, please?

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In Mumbai, there's this cool drink called Falooda.

Its like sirap bandung but 10x better.

Awesome!

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Apa khabar agaknya Hilmy Mustaffa kat Bristol tu.

Py, dah pandai masak lum? And pleaseeee don't blow up the kitchen :C
Ka rindu py :( tu je nak ckp. Kbye.

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Lan dengan Nai sekarang termat sangatlah sweetnya. Entah bila nak official :P

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It has been proven scientifically that one is more prone to catching pneumonia if one has a habit of bathing at night. Something about bacteria on the shower heads being more active at night and therefore are more likely to infect us.

So, when grandma said don't bathe at night, do take her seriously.

P/S So to that certain special someone who I know won't be reading this anyway, takpayah laa mandi 28 kali sehari tauu -.- membazir air je.

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How come it is so difficult to find good guys nowadays? Where are they?

They are exactly where you left them. In the FRIEND ZONE.

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Some girls don't care if you fancied a boy. Some girls thought that if they fancied that boy too, then it was all that mattered. Even if they were your friends, they would still have him. Because they were prettier and wittier and because they could - Tasmina Perry, Gold Diggers.

I like the above statement. A lot.

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Class announcement last week: "Next week kita akan belah tikus ye untuk experiment bio"

The whole class turned to look at me, The-Most-Likely-to-Cry.
And guess what? I did :'(

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A lot of times, we look hard, work hand and pray hard for something that we really, really want. But we don't seem to be able to get it. And we got tired eventually.

The moment we stop wanting and praying,

Tadaaaa ............

it came to us, most often from unexpected sources.

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I hereby proudly state that I watched the Lunar Eclipse recently. I saw clearly how the moon "disappeared" behind the shadow of the Earth.

Thank you Allah, for allowing me to watch something truly amazing.

Masyaallah.

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You are my weakness. Yes, YOU.

<3 <3 <3

Next time we'll do Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan,

Zafira

X.

2011-09-22T21:50:00.001+08:00

DAH BOLEH SANGAT BAKAR BLOG NI SEKARANG.

Ecstatic.

2011-08-18T01:13:00.003+08:00

Maybe it should start out like this.

I used to be a wanderer. Taking everything one step at a time, planning nothing, merely drifting from one memory to another. How perfect it would be if we could choose our memories. Keep the valuable and happy ones and discard the heartbreaking or sad incidents. Selective memory, they call it. Like what I often do in odd and awkward moments, selective hearing.

Or in other, yet, harsher terms, ignorance. I truly believe in the saying 'ignorance is bliss.'

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Do whatever that makes you happy.
Don't waste time waiting for something that's not gonna happen. You pray for it. And if Allah thinks its good enough for you, He will give. If it's not, then don't worry, He'll give you something better.
"Kalau kawan nak tahan lame, tak boleh laa nak berkira sangat"
If you love something, set it free. If its meant to be yours then it will come back. *noted. It didn't come back. Therefore, it's not mine.
Sometimes the truth hurts even more than lying.
~~As long as he's happy, I'm happy :)~~
At least talk to the guy because once upon a time, he used to be your everything.
Fairytales and happy endings don't come easily. You have to work for it.
Promises are made to be broken. Broken promises hurt you no matter how well you prepare yourself for it.
"Jangan mengharap in the first place. Nanti siape akan sakit? Diri sendiri jugak"
Good-looking guys are hard to come by. Nice guys are even harder to find. Combination of the both no longer exists in this century.
"Ape kesah diorang tak suke kau? Melambak lagi orang yang sayang kau kat dunia ni"
Myth : All emotional pain last for 12 minutes. Any pain afterward is self-inflicted.
Crying will get you nowhere, but it does help when the tears fall.
Words are only words, till you actually mean what you say. So, can you show me something else?
The more you promise you wouldn't change, the more likely you are gonna transform into someone totally different.
Don't hate something/someone too much. You're gonna end up loving it/him/her.
I tend to be more attracted to cute guys who are a bit arrogant, rather than the cute guy who's too friendly and practically says hye to everybody on Facebook -.-

Notice the same pattern in the way that I blog now? : / why yes it's annoying to me too.

♥ Zafira

Of Patronus and Potions.

2011-07-18T02:57:00.002+08:00

I am gonna admit this.

I FEEL DEPRESSED.

Awkward moments seem to happen on a daily basis to me now.

That awkward moment when a guy who you've known for only a couple of days is able to read you like a book.
That awkward moment when you met an ex-schoolmate of yours which says Hi to you yet you can't seen to remember her name.
That awkward moment when you discovered that there's someone else in this world who feels the same way that you do.
That awkward moment when you realised that it is the memories that you seem to playback in your mind that can actually torture you mentally.
That awkward moment when you saw the so-called 'hottest' guy on campus and went 'oohhh'. And then come to realise that you don't really like him that much anyway -.-
That awkward moment when you finally caught sight of the guy you ACTUALLY have a tiny crush on and later discovered that you prefer watching him from afar with a big stupid grin on your face anyway because well, its much safer :)
That awkward moment when you woke up feeling like a zombie on the day that you happen to have a test on. Ohh it's your own fault, idiot. Nobody told you to stay awake all night, studying. Enough sleep is essential.
That awkward moment when you realised how quick people can actually move on. 8 weeks in Puncak Alam and I've heard it all. Love lost. Love found. Breakups, makeups. Tears shed, whether in joy or in sadness. Bloody hell people, it's only been 2 months!
That awkward moment when you cried buckets watching Harry Potter 7 part 2 :') It did touch me. Right there.
That awkward moment when you found out how stone cold your heart was when you realised that you didn't even shed a tear for your last 2 breakups, but had tears pouring down your face when you saw how much Severus Snape truly loved Lily Potter. Always :')
That awkward moment when you're getting too attached to someone you swore you used to hate a couple of months back.
That awkward moment when you wonder alone why would you wanna break up with a guy who can actually make you smile for no reason? It's not everyday you can get a guy like that.
That awkward moment when you seem to notice that he's getting too clingy on you. You should leave me be. I'm 18 now.
That awkward moment when you realised that out of your 3 bestfriends, you're the only one that's single. Depressing, I know.
That awkward moment when you found out that the guy who used to adore you and shower you with gifts and compliments now has a girlfriend. More depressing, yes.
That awkward moment when you discovered that all the adorable and cute and awesome and funny guys seem to have girlfriends now. Depression increasing.
That awkward moment when you just come to a realisation that no matter where you go or who you are you seem to come back to the same circle of friends
That awkward moment when you come to realise how much your love life actually sucks now. FMLL people, FMLL -____-"

Yes. I seem quite depressed don't I?

Oh well, don't mind me. I'll survive. Always did and always will.

For I know that He is always watching over me..

After all this time,

Zafira ♥

Gallimaufry

2011-07-04T21:49:00.009+08:00

So hiya.

I had this sudden urge to blog. I don't know why. Usually I'll avoid anything that requires basic grammar and making up ridiculous sentences which will make me seem smarter. Meh but just tolerate me okay? Cool. Hmm there are a few things that have been occupying my mind. Not petty stuff, but really serious matters of life, and let's throw it in, death. Yes, I've thought about dying. Who hasn't right? I'm not suicidal, I can tell you that. But death can be a scary thing to think about. Not just frightening, not just painful. It can be paralyzing. The fact that your lifespan is like not even a quater of a speck in the life of the universe, and that there is, at the very least, a strong possibility that when you die, you disappear completely and forever, and that in five hundred years nobody will remember you and in five billion years the Earth will be boiled into the sun. There, I'm exaggerating. I'm sorry. I tend to be a tad melodramatic every once in a while. But one thing's for sure, I can be really deep, take my word for it. And just so you know, I've been listening to a lot of emo songs lately. I'm not sure if it's related to the fact that I'll be leaving soon. 8 weeks in total :(

Heart full of longing. That's what I'm afraid of.

Lanee.

Next To You - Chris Brown ft. Justin Bieber

2011-06-29T09:38:00.000+08:00

Muehehe :3

I am a wanderer :'(

2011-06-27T20:53:00.005+08:00

I am a wanderer.

pika

Haters gon' hate.

2011-05-17T00:27:00.002+08:00

Just saying.

What goes around comes around.

2011-05-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

KBYE.

The science of LOVE

2011-04-24T05:37:00.002+08:00

Err Hi?

Okay it's 3.30 in the morning and i'm still not sleeping. Curse you, iced coffee. Seperti yang anda tahu, coffee mengandungi kandungan caffeine yang tinggi. In humans, caffeine acts as a central nervous system (CNS) stimulant, temporarily warding off drowsiness and restoring alertness yadaydayda.

Credits to Wikipedia.

Okay taknak cerita pasal caffeine tu entry lain tapi sekarang I would like to share some interesting facts about L is for the way you look at me. Yes yes, LOVE. Muehehe. Okay maybe dah tak surprise kan sebab tengok title awal awal pun dah tau. whosthefather -.-

Okay so sebenarnya jika dipandang dari sudut scientific, LOVE terbahagi kepada 3 stages of love - lust, attraction, attachment.

Stage 1 - LUST

This is the first stage of love and is driven by the sex hormones testosterone (male) and oestrogen (female).

Stage 2 - ATTRACTION

This is the amazing time when you are truly love-struck and memang masa ni banyak gila hormones akan react and and orang cakap masa tengah mabuk bercinta lah ni kentut pun bau wangi lah segala and and and you can't think of anything but him or her. Or both?

Hmm. Can be.

adrenaline

Antara hormone yang paling awal akan keluar bila kauorang first time jumpa your crush. Bila kadar hormone ini meningkat dalam badan masa ini lah korang akan berpeluh-peluh, jantung rasa macam nak terkeluar sebab berdegup pantas sangat and badan terketar-ketar lah bagai. Eleh macam tak pernah rasa takkan tak ingat masa zaman sekolah dulu jumpa senior comel mesti rasa eksaited tak memasal. Lelaki pun sama je bajet cool padahal bila nak cakap dengan perempuan tu tergagap-gagap. Alah sama juga kalau bila korang jumpa bulldog garang tepi jalan, hormone adrenaline juga yang keluar.

senior comel. alololo

bulldog garang. awww.

dopamine - "love hormone"

It is a natural stimulant that gives you ecstasy, it gives you focused attention, motivation and goal-oriented behavior. It’s associated with arousal and, at very high levels, anxiety and fear bladibla.. Kira dopamine ni is the driving force behind the energy and arousal and attention that are all a part of love. SEE! TOLD YAAA.

serotonin

One of love's most important chemicals that may explain why when you’re falling in love, your new lover keeps popping into your thoughts.

Stage 3 - ATTACHMENT

Hormon yang bertindak pada stage ini adalah oxytocin and vasopressin. Dah malas nak explain. Google sendiri.

So yeah, nama pun hormones, setiap peningkatan hormon ada penurunannya kan? Masa dulu tengah hangat bercinta rasa macam dunia ni kau yang punya lepastu buat addmaths pun boleh senyum sorang sorang. Tapi setahun kemudian (boleh jadi seminggu kemudian ke depends on your hormones lah kan) macam dah tak kisah dah. Kalau dulu ada morning texts AND midnight calls segala tapi lama-lama nak harap tanya khabar pun seminggu sekali tu pun kalau nasib baik. Sedih.

Okay ni semua kalau kita lihat cinta dari sudut scientific. Sesungguhnya perasaan cinta itu adalah anugerah daripada Tuhan untuk kita.

LOVE Allah, LOVE Muhammad S.A.W, LOVE family, LOVE friends, LOVE yourself.

KzzZzzByeZzz

FiZzzfyZzzz

Life

2011-04-18T23:47:00.001+08:00

Hi.

Wow I haven't updated on this blog for so long now. I take that the other three owners are taking very good care of it. So much has happened since the last time I posted here, you can't even imagine. I checked the date of my last post and it was around a year ago. Talk about abandonment. Sorry guys :/

Some of the things I went through these past few months ;

1) Eighteen ; I had a great birthday. I did a small bbq at my dad's orchid farm (it's not that kind of farm you would picture in your mind) and invited several people over. It was fun, I can't lie. And who would say no to good food, right? But to be honest, I love the fact that I'm already 18. I don't know what it is. Maybe it's the feeling of becoming a grown up? It's scary yet exciting at the same time. It's confusing.

2) Art School ; One of the things people don't know about me is that I'm in love with Art. The most rash thing to do is to just apply for art school, and I did. So in order to get into the school, I had to prepare a series of artwork for my portfolio in a month's time. March was definitely a hectic month for me. Art classes on the weekends, going back and forth from kl to seremban to kl. I couldn't even go out, because I was too busy drawing and painting. Thank god it's art, not add maths. If it was, I'd be dead by now.

3) Results ; I was fortunate enough to get good-ish results. Way beyond my expectation, really. Well it's good enough to survive in this world. My parents were fine with it. But I won't list down the results though, segan lah. And my brother promised me if my results are better than his, he'd buy me a longboard. So that's cool. You owe me, bro.

4) Freedom ; Yes finally. Being out of school is awesome, don't get me wrong but sometimes, it has its drawbacks. When I was still in school, I would imagine myself having fun and going out every single day after spm. But it turns out the complete opposite of that. Yeah I do go out, occasionally, for movies or karaoke. I had it all planned out. But I haven't even done one thing on my "fun list". So now I'm basically a zombie. Getting up everyday at noon and sitting in front of the computer all day is not the kind of fun I had in mind. I tried asking my mom if I could maybe, just maybe get a job, you know to earn some money, beats being a slacker at home. But my parents are not very keen about that light bulb so meh what can I do.

And I'll be leaving in September. Hopefully I get to do everything before I go. Time's moving way to fast. :(

Lanee

Cats.

2011-04-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

Cats. So what about them? Well for starters, they're cute and cuddly and lovable and cute and adorable and manja and cute and furry. For the most part, they're cute.

Exhibit A

Exhibit B

Exhibit C

Kan eden dah koba natang ni cute. Percaya tak?

Bad thing is though, they're crazy lazy. But I've got to say, they do it like a boss.

LOL.

Unfortunately, ramai jugak takut eh salah, TAK SUKA kucing :(

Kira biasalah ni kan. So I selalu tanya kenapa orang tu tak suka kucing. Banyak alasan keluar.

Situation 1 :

A : Kenapa tak suka kucing?

B : Kuku dia panjang.

(And I thought, oh manusia pun ada jugak yang kuku panjang-panjang macam ghimau warna-warna siap. Tapi takpe.)

Situation 2 :

A : Kenapa tak suka kucing?

B : Takut dia cakar.

A : Oh pernah kena cakar eh?

B : Tak pun.

( -.- Dah tu. Ingat trauma ke apa tadi. Takpe, precaution step kan?)

Situation 3 :

A : Kenapa tak suka kucing?

B : Ntah, geli laaa.

A : Oh :/

Situation 4 :

A : Kenapa tak suka kucing?

B : Allergic. Asthma.

(Oh :( kesian.)

Okay next situation paling takboleh blah.

A : Kenapa tak suka kucing?

B : Sebab dia berbulu.

Jap, lets just imagine kalau kucing tak terbulu. Oh right, takyah imagine, ada gambar.

IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT? CATS WITHOUT FUR?

I can't even. lskjghlsalsnkgnj.

Come on, have mercy on them a little. They're nice and cute. Give them a chance. Kalau taknak jugak. Meh sini bak tang kat Mak Limah :D

Haih taktahu lah kenapa mengidam kucing sangat ni -.-

Sorry dah lama tak update, tiba-tiba update pasal ni.

Tu je sebenarnya.

KAYTHANKSBYE.

Zaza.

I Speak The Truth

2011-04-12T03:11:00.000+08:00

Ehem. Get this, generally I don't give a damn about what people say about me. But sometimes you have to make a bit of an exception in life. It DOES bother me this time. So yeah.

Haih. This has been going on for years. And I literally mean, YEARS. There's always that certain stupid something that you guys are never satisfied with. Everything that I do or even don't do has always been a mistake to your eyes.

Okay cuba korang dengar ni eh? Aku maen bowling okay, tak puas hati. Aku maen bowling teruk, lagi la kena kutuk. Aku dapat masuk SUKMA team based on my own merit and bukan pintu belakang ni bagai, cakap aku tak layak. Aku tak dapat maen SUKMA, cakap aku tak terror. Aku stop bowling for a year, kau cakap aku ni berlagak aa tu, nak study konon. Bila aku start balik lepas SPM cakap aku tak sedar diri. Bila result diumumkan kau kate 'die rase mungkin die dah cukup hebat dengan keputusan SPM die tu'.
Pergh.

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SO SEBENARNYA KAU NAK AKU BUAT APE SEKARANG NI?

Depan aku senyum senyum je. Belakang aku kutuk kutuk. Kita dah besar kott wey? Serious tak perlu semua benda ni. Haihh. Korang taktau ape orang lain cakap pasal korang. Ape perasaan orang laen kat korang. But nuff said, this is all MY personal thoughts.

I don't usually use my blog as an anger management tool, where I let loose all feelings and bang those whoever I please. But yeah this time it's personal. It's just one of those things that I look at as an insult to my intelligence.

And come on just admit it you guys, at the rate that I'm going, sampai ke mana je pun laa aku akan maen bowling kan?

Takpayah la nak kutuk kutuk aku lagi dah. Buang masa je kutuk orang macam aku ni. Aku bukannye dapat dengar sangat pun. Sekali sekala macam ni je haa baru aku terdengar -.-

Don't embarass yourselves dudes,

ZAFIRA.

I miss the old times.

2011-03-30T18:39:00.001+08:00

RINDU GILA! :(

kbye.

Law of Attraction ( FINAL )

2011-03-06T01:11:00.000+08:00

HAI

Okay, so setelah post Law of Attraction Part I , Law of Attraction Part II dan kini tibalah masa untuk kita ke post Law of Attraction ( FINAL ) . Kalau anda mengikuti post-post Law of Attraction ni, mesti ada yang fikir "Peh budak ni memang takkan kahwin ni." atau macam-macam lagi lah. Tapi sebenarnya ini hanyalah list yang I'm sure semuaorg ada cuma ciri-ciri dia berbeza kan? Dan tapi sebenarnya jodoh pertemuan itu semua di tangan Tuhan. I can have a guy with everything on this list but if I can't feel it, I cannot fake it. I can have a guy with nothing crossed from this list, but it's a scary chemistry, you can't really explain.

Boleh jadi juga you've had a crush on someone for a long time and suddenly he comes to you and say that he loves you. At that moment, ada pelbagai possibility yang boleh berlaku. Mungkin kau akan menangis kegembiraan ataupun, you feel like it doesn't right at all.

Damn. Apa kau merepek ni? -.- OKAY SORRY OFFTRACK.

Senang cerita, kalau dah cinta, bak datang Shah Rukh Khan pun kau tak layan :B

OKAY DAH HABIS.

Finally.

Dream

2011-03-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

Faizal once told me that if you dream of someone you haven't met for a long time it means either that person desperately wants to see you or you will never see him/her again.

I dreamed about you last night.

Does that mean you desperately want to see me?

Or I'll never see you again?

:'(

zafira.

P

2011-03-01T10:02:00.003+08:00

Let me tell you something about passing JPJ and getting the P :

Pakai driver lagi senang!

zafira zafrin

Velvet Sky.

2011-02-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

Regardless of all the arguments, tears shed, voices raised, it's when you ask,

"We'll make it kan, sayang?"

that's when I know, there is still hope and time. We can still save this. And yes,

"We will sayang."

I love you.

Yours truly,

Zaza Fahmeeda

Speaking for the Unspoken

2011-02-19T19:33:00.009+08:00

*Ish, comelnya la awak :)

My next door neighbour is a crazy cat hater. Seriously. He is an old guy, past retirement age. Grossly overweight. Doesn't look too healthy to me.

He has this sick idea that cats are nuisance and all they are interested to do is poo on his lawn, which is absolutely crap because the cats in my neighborhood are not even interested to come near his lawn. And if they do, they just pass by as shortcut to their own homes.

Takkan lah jalan kat lawn dia pun tak boleh kn?

He would lure the cats and TRAP them. Then he would take the poor creatures away and leave them somewhere. And this has been going on for years.

Once my aunt got very angry with him because he threw away a cat belonging to a neighbor. The wife had just passed away, leaving behind 4 very young kids. The kids took solence in the cat. We saw them hugging the cat, carrying it around, babying it all the time. The young kids spent days looking around for their cat. And we didn't have the heart to tell them the truth.

Nama je tua. Tapi tak ada hati perut. BOOOOOO!

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A conversation I had with a friend not too long ago.

Friend (F): Eh, Pika kau dh lama tak dtg rumah aku kn. Dtg lah rumah aku.

Pika (P): Aah kn. Aku pun dah lama tak jumpa kucing kau ..... (I 've forgotten the name)

F: Eh, dia dh tak de lah Pika. Ayah aku dh buang.

P: HA? Asal?

F: Dia kena kurap. So ayah aku kate baik buang.

OMG. You threw away your cat because he got ill? Now not only is the cat a stray, he is a sick stray. What chance does he has in surviving?

:'(

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This particular story really touched my heart. And its a TRUE STORY too.

A stray cat had his two front legs amputated by a restaurant owner for stealing a fish from the kitchen.

Two things not right here:

One, the restaurant owner was a non-muslim who saw fit to use 'hukum hudud' on the cat. And that doesn't mean its ok for a muslim owner to do it either.

Two, this is truly ANIMAL CRUELTY! BOOOOO and 2X BOOOO! .

On a good note, the cat was given a home by a lady who found it almost dead by the roadside.

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My cousin, Ami, found a stray kitten whose front leg was badly injured and took it home. The injury was so bad that the next day the leg fell off (on its own) from the cat. It was rushed to the vet for emergency treatment.

He is well now, happy and healthy, despite having only three legs.

Ami named him "Tripod".

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While reading about the murder of Datuk Sosilawati, one thing attracted my attention. They actually shot dead the dogs on the farm because they said they have become dangerous and voilent due to hunger.

Wouldn't you freak out too if you don't eat for days? Why can't they just sedate the dogs, moved them to a proper cages, then feed them?

No need for another gruesome murders.

Hishhh.

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The elephants in Kuala Gandah Elephant Sanctuary are trained to help relocate wild elephants to Taman Negara. I never imagined the relocation process is actually very difficult and extremely stressful on the wild elephants.

The wild elephants have to be sedated over and over again throughout the days of their journey to Taman Negara. Imagine yourself being separated from your family, sedated over and over again, chained, force to go on lorries and boats, surrounded by strangers, only to end up in a strange place. Some of them actually died while being relocated because of over sedation and stress. All the efforts then become wasted.

*(credits to the staff at Kuala Gandah for telling me this)

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I am no animal activist. I am just a human being who feel sorry for the strays and the abandoned. I am sure there are thousand and thousand more stories about stray and wild animals that we hear everyday.

Please have a heart and pity them.

They have as much right to be on this earth as us.

I love animals,

zafira

Upon The Eve Of Remembrance.

2011-02-03T02:26:00.005+08:00

Hey.
These are the things that I've learned from my past relationships:

There's no possible way you can get into a serious relationship with a guy you only got to know through text messaging for 3 months. NO WAY.
A guy can never steal your girl from you, UNLESS the girl wants to be stolen. Oh this works both ways.
When I say 'Takpelaa. Awak tak payah text saye tau minggu ni. Yelaa awak kan SPM :)', I literally mean 'I know your SPM is a big thing but please can't we text till 2 AM anyway?'
A guy who is a sweet talker has a higher percentage of getting a girl than a guy who has looks but no words. Seriously.
When a girl says 'I sayang you. And serious I setie je dgn you sorang tau?', she most probably really mean it.
Long distance relationships are difficult but possible.
A girl will ignore the fact that his boyfriend cheated on her for the second time in a row most probably because well, she loves him.
The third time you cheated on her, she WILL break up with you and think you're the biggest JERK in the world. At least for a while.
Boys, you really need to rethink giving your girlfriends a necklace with your NAME on it. Its not really a good idea. It's sweet if they're initials. But name? No.
Guys who happen to be in the right place at the right time might really win a girl's heart. And that is honest truth.
Girls are not that scared of losing their boyfriends if they are aware that there's always a certain special someone she can count on.
Folk tales and tragic love stories will get you nowhere. Takpayah laa nk cerita gebang, nanti kau jugak yang segan. People talk okay?
The song 'Tercipta Untukku' and 'Sempurna' can definitely melt a girl's heart, whether it's you who sings it or its pre-recorded. Either way, its still sweet.
Eventhough you've only been texting her for 2 weeks, posting a message on her Myspace or Facebook is a super awesome gesture.
A girl won't really be expecting a guy who she only knows through the phone to literally wake her up at 3.30 am because she had to go to the airport and really she wasn't expecting anything when she said 'Pagi esok kejutkan I boleh pkul 3.30? Haha tkdelaa. Glerr ke' But hey. You did anyway. Wow, terharu okay?
Guys who send random and super cute text messages or wall posts or comments online is awesome. In fact, let the whole world know that his girlfriend is awesome :)
Monthly anniversaries DO matter. If you forget even one, you'll be facing a civil war for the next 3 days.
Guys should always call their girlfriends before a tournament, eventhough it's like 6am in Malaysia and you're both on different time zones.
Please memorise your girl/boyfriends IC number. It does come in handy.
When a guy says 'I love you' or something else even sweeter to his girlfriend in public, or better yet in front of his friends, then he's just awesome.
Phone tags with each other's name on them is cute.
NEVER EVER NEVER give your girlfriend a giant teddy bear for your one year anniversary. Dammit, it's cursed!
He doesn't really mean it when he says 'I love you unconditionally' even if he sounds ever so convincing.
Even though you two have your occasional fights every once in a while, it's always good to know that you'll always be there for each other.
Never let your boyfriend or girlfriend forget that he/she loves you because once he or she's forgotten it, there's no turning back.
Sometimes, no matter how sorry you are and no matter how many buckets of tears you cried, it's just not enough.
An unreplied text message or an unanswered call when you know he's there can make you feel like your heart is no longer functioning.
Your ex who was a jerk, wasn't really a jerk after all.
Never promised forever, when you don't really mean it. Some people might take it seriously.
Trying to convince yourself that 'if he's happy, then I'm happy' is freakishly hard.
You might wind up with the most unexpected person in your life at one time.
And he might not treat you like you're his everything like you want him to and sometimes it just feels like he doesn't even care about you, but deep down you know he loves you.
Breaking the heart of a person you love is way less painful than having your own heart broken. Might sound mean, but hey, it's the sad truth.
You know how it feels to have your heart broken, and now you know how much you don't want to hurt a loved one.
When a guy cries in front of you, then that means he's just as hurt as you are. Maybe even more.
Sometimes, you try too hard and you get tired. And suddenly, he's no longer your everything.
Letting go is definitely harder than holding on.

I have regrets, no doubt about that. Girls forgive but never forget, they say. But really? Seriously? I find that hard to believe.

I learned all of this for almost 18 years and I am sure this list will get longer by the days. I can only think of these for now. But I'll get back to you, soon enough.

These things are what makes me the person I am today. You might see me around. Proudly walking tall with a huge smile on my face.

No clue to really what story my tiny heart holds.

I wish 'I love you' is as easy as that,
Zafira.

Law of Attraction Part II

2011-01-28T16:29:00.005+08:00

....sambungan Law of Attraction Part I

Lelaki yang pembersih dan wangi. Package. Kuku bersih tak ada cagu. TAK, tak nampak macam rockers pun kuku panjang-panjang ni. Tak percaya tengok kuku Amy Search :0 Lepastu kalau dekat rumah tengok I busy masak dia tolong cucikan pinggan. Aww :) Siap pakai apron lagi. Awwww :) BUKAN KERJA MAKAN JE THEN TIDUR. MANGKUK ICE CREAM LETAK BAWAH MEJA SAMPAI BERKULAT -.- I suka lelaki yang smells good so that nanti I takdelah pengsan bila hug dia dekat rumah bila habis kerja lepas dia seharian dekat office melayan client yang ramai dengan meeting yang tak habishabis. Gigih betul husband I bekerja :D Bersih bukan sahaja dari segi fizikal malah meliputi mentalnya sekali.

Tidak merokok! Epp epp. Kalau shisha mungkin saya boleh consider lagi. Tapi JANGAN MEROKOK. Dah la membazir duit, tak baik untuk kesihatan pulak tu. Ibarat membeli pedang samurai untuk penggal kepala sendiri. "Saya Karam Singh Fify Walia melaporkan berita."
whosthefather-.-

Tidak kedekut slash berkira. Rajin belikan I ice cream :)

Sedap mata memandang. Haa tengok looks comes later okay. Biarlah tinggi sebab kalau I pakai highheels nanti dia taklah rasa tergugat. Hihi. Tough. Tak perlu berketul-ketul macam sangat macam bodybuilder nak masuk olympic. Cukup lah buat I feel safe bila di sampingnya :") Boleh main piggyback ride! :D Plus, kalau I nak beranak ke nanti dia boleh angkat I terus masuk kereta. Haa paling cair lah wa cakap lu bila lelaki ada dimples! Eee comelnya :) Belum jumpa lagi dah rasa comel. Dah la putih, tinggi, rambut kacak, badan tegap, ada dimples pulak. *drooling* Astaughfirullah. Sabar Fify sabarrrr. Haha.

Gentleman, tidak terlalu ego. Orang kata fitrah lelaki lah ego kan. Tapi kalau ego dah setinggi Mount Everest siapa nak tahan kan? Contohnya ego nak cakap dia jealous tengok lelaki lain mainkan guitar untuk I. Padahal nanti dia juga yang frust menonggeng sorang-sorang. Haih malas nak layan-.- I need someone who is not egoistic enough to admit his wrong doings and mistakes and sangat rela to say sorry. Ego juga baik adakalanya. Ego tak nak bagi perempuan keluar duit bayarkan makanan ke duit minyak ke. Itu pun dikira ego kan? eheh.

Bijaksana. Bijak dari semua segi. Bijak mengatasi masalah yang mendatang. Bijak menguruskan krisis ekonomi. Bijak berkomunikasi. Bijak..yadaydayda. Orang cakap kalau selalu makan budu boleh jadi bijak. Takkan I kena kahwin dengan orang Kelantan? :o Pandai ambil hati I and my family juga termasuk dalam kes bijaksana. Apa orang kata, tackle me you tackle my family too :") Okay jujur saya cakap saya memang seorang yang sangat curious. Selagi tak dapat jawapan bernas saya tak akan puas hati. Jadi, dia perlulah bijak melayan soalan pelik saya :B
"Sayang, kenapa donut mesti bulat?"

Aktif bersukan. Rugby player? Footballer? Cricket player? :D

Lelaki yang matang. Matang di sini bukan bergantung pada umur tapi pengalaman dan cara mindanya diasah. Umur bukan ukuran, bukan juga penghalang. Okay cukup. Mana tadi? haa lelaki yang lagi mature dari I lah kan. Bukan apa, senang sikit nak guide saya nanti. Saya tak reti buat keputusan sendiri macam nak beli kereta Suzuki Swift ke Van. Lelaki yang matang akan jawab van sebab lagi mudah nanti bila dah ada anak ramai tak payah beli kereta baru. Eh, macam tu ke lelaki matang? :0
Mungkin tidak-.-
Oh lelaki yang matang untuk melayan saya. I repeat, lelaki yang cukup matang untuk layan setiap kerenah dan perangai saya. Bila nak tidur dodoikan I, bila I merajuk belikan ice cream, bila main Xbox dengan I dia harus buatbuat kalah....

Ouch :") HE'S NOT GAY KAN? T.T

post ni macam never ending punya post kan? haha. OKAY TAKPE TAU LAH KAUORANG DAH BOSAN EN SO YEAH, nantikan The Final Law of Attraction?

peh-.-

Bersambung....

Addictive.

2011-01-21T12:38:00.002+08:00

Masing masing maen Tumblr je sekarang :D haha.

Fify's - ihavephilophobia.tumblr.com
Lanee's - greenjellybeans.tumblr.com
Zaza's - excusemyignorance.tumblr.com
Mine - iamlactoseintolerant.tumblr.com

xoxo,
Zafira :)

Felice anno nuovo !

2011-01-10T19:47:00.003+08:00

Happy new yearrrrrr !

Belated i think.

.....♥ fify

Hopes and Wishes.

2011-01-06T01:20:00.009+08:00

Hello. This is my first proper post in 2011. I don't think there's really a need for me to recap all the important events or happenings in 2010 la kn.

Except for the loss and founds of life. You get that all the time but you never tend to recognize them. At least, not till the end of each year when everyone start to make new resolutions and ignoring the fact that they haven't fulfilled their old resolutions yet.

I simply don't believe in resolutions.

I could say that one of the most important lesson learned from 2010 was one on friendship. Yes, definitely. I learned that you should learn to accept people as they are, since its their differences that pull you to them in the first place. And asking people to change is just not right. Either you accept them as they are or you simply don't.

And its okay if you're not friends with everyone in Seremban or half of KL. As long as you have the best of your chums with you all the way, you know you'll survive just fine.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you haven't even met. It was tough, no doubt trying to get back on your feet. But who knew that someone unexpected came into your life and made it all better? ♥ You may think you lost the best, but then someone better comes along. Life is full of surprises. I miss you btw person, how am I supposed to survive another 3 months of this? :( Curse you PLKN.

People will talk and it's their own opinions so they're free to say whatever they want to. Stick and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me. Some people call it ignorance, I call it awesomeness.

I start off this year well. Oh no, no plans. I don't do plans. It's all spontaneous for me. Well, it works for me. Or else I wouldn't still be here.

Define here? Here is the exact place where I've always been. Not always happy. But fine and surviving. And getting stronger everyday. Here is just fine by me.

I hate changes but I'll most probably have to experience tons of it this year. Yes, especially this year. You gotta do it anyway. And what's the worst that can happen?

I'm sorry if this post bores you. Nothing interesting happening. Nothing at all.

And nothing is a lot.

2.27 am,
zafira ♥

No Goodbyes.

2011-01-02T22:02:00.002+08:00

SUMPAH SUNYI.

SUMPAH BOSAN.

SUMPAH HAMBAR.

SUMPAH RINDU.

I'll see you when you get back kan?

Here's to Friendship.

2011-01-01T19:40:00.008+08:00

Welcoming 2011 with the hope that our friendship will be forever.

*sounds so cliche, pfft*

Thank you to those who stand by me, who support and love me despite all my weaknesses.

I want you to know that YOU are important to ME. Always.

♥ ♥ ♥

Wishing all of my beloved friends love and happiness.

And hoping that 2011 will bring greater success to all of us, Insyaallah.

Cheers to new friends and tears to lost ones.

♥

pika

2011-01-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY AWESOME 2011!

Sorry for everything to everyone everywhere.

Jangan baca kalau awak bukan peminat Cinta Kirana!

2010-12-21T19:43:00.014+08:00

Memang tak lengkap rasanya setiap petang kalau tak menonton sinetron ini sambil pekena keropok lekor dan air teh. Boleh dikatakan saya merupakan peminat setia cerita ni. Mana taknya, memang tak pernah miss setiap episod. DAH LA ADA 93 EPISOD SEMUA SEKALI KALAU ANAK KUCING DAH BOLEH BELARI DAH. HOH. Lepastu terbawa-bawa emo cerita ni bila Galang tak jadi kahwin dengan Kirana seharian. Masa tuition addmaths sempat menyempat lagi buat review cerita, " Cikgu, Riana dah mati. Yeahhh!"

Walaupun cerita ini dah pun berakhir semalam, saya masih tak puas hati sebab saya rasa Kirana patut kahwin dengan Raka

Baik, for you i will, bergaya, KAYA

bukan Galang

KUAT EMO, CEPAT JEALOUS, SENANG GIVE UP YADAYDAYA

nasib baik ending dia best.
SAYA PUN SUKA TENGOK CERITA MELAYU JUGAK. HEH. KECOH.

NOTAKAKI : Eh hello? malu gila I sorangsorang je bebel dekat blog ni-.- LMP SILA BLOG SEKARANG!

Law of Attraction Part I

2010-12-20T12:23:00.001+08:00

Kalau bercakap pasal lelaki idaman, mungkin semua orang akan cakap pehh kau ingat kau hot sangat ke nak lelaki macam tu? Nak yang perfect je. Well everyone is on a same track I'm sure. Tak salahkan nak memasang impian? Tak salahkan nak fikir pasal lelaki idaman sebelum tidur? TAK SALAH KAN??

Mungkin setiap perempuan mempunyai ciri-ciri lelaki idaman yang tersendiri. Sebagai seorang perempuan, saya juga ada okay. Siap buat list dalam kertas lagi then letak bawah bantal so that setiap malam boleh tengok sebab berharap dapat jumpa dengan lelaki tu dalam mimpi ;")

Lelaki yang kelakar. I don't want a guy with a sense of humour. I want a guy with MY sense of humour. Yelah sedih jugak kalau kita buat lawak dia tak perasan or vice versa. Lelaki kelakar ni penting sebab boleh bakar kalori dan boleh buat anda ada six packs sebab hari-hari gelak. Okay tu tipu. Kan comel kalau I nak marah lepastu dia buat lawak sampai tak jadi marah tapi rasa nak cubit kegeraman. haha. KELAKAR MESTILAH BERTEMPAT. Taknak ah kalau I jatuh longkang ke dia bantai gelak terguling-guling. KAU NAK MATI KE HA? T.T

I adore lelaki yang pandai main alat muzik ESPECIALLY GUITAR AND PIANO. Saya rasa lelaki yang pandai main alat muzik ni sweet ;) Yelah tak ke sweet namanya bila you tengah lepak dengan dia tepi pantai lepastu dia mainkan guitar (bukan lagu kau ilhamku tu taknak -.-) Or you pergi club ke then dia cakap this song is dedicated to my love sambil main piano lagu Hero-Enrique Iglesias. awww ;") Dah la suara pun sedap. Peh Subhanallah cair aku. haha.

Pandai memasak. Haa ni lagi satu I suka. Kan best kalau dia ajak pergi candle light dinner dekat tepi tasik ke hapa (dekat rumah sendiri pun boleh) lepastu dia yang masak semua siap dengan dessert moist chocolate cake with ice cream. Ya Allah rajinnya lelaki idaman aku ni. haha. Oh lagi lagi kalau masa I baru lepas bersalin anak kembar yang sangat adorable ( fuh fuh twins :D ) , dia tolong masakkan untuk i. So takdelah hari-hari I makan ikan masak singgang je. "Sayang, harini I masak bubur ikan jaws ".

Tak kuat merajuk. Sikit-sikit nak emosional. I tak angkat call sikit dah merajuk. HAH DAH LAH I TAK RETI NAK PUJUK. Lagi kelakar kalau i taktau yang dia tengah merajuk. Eh you tengah merajuk ke?
-.-

Berkarisma. Okay saya taktau macam mana nak explain tapi saya bayangkan berkarisma tu macam bila depan orang lain dia boleh stand up and speak. Orang macam ni can be a good leader. Yelah nanti I nak kahwin dengan dia dapat anak ramai kenalah tau how to manage his family kan. Plus, dah la saya ni the only girl in my sibs. Kalau my brother semua bawak balik kenalkan girlfriend diaorang then dah you pergi tolong mama masak, basuh pinggan segala. HABIS TU TAKKAN LAH NANTI SAYA PUN NAK SURUH BOYFRIEND SAYA PERGI BASUH PINGGAN PULAK? -.- first impression tu penting ya. So nanti saya tengah masak dia boleh lah borak-borak dengan ayah pasal bussiness ke politik ke harga minyak naik ke whosthefather -.-

Mama mesti teruja kalau dapat menantu macam ni ;")

Bersambung......

♥ afiqah arif

Awesomest.

2010-12-15T13:16:00.000+08:00

Webcaming rumah Zaza. We love you Lanee! :)

Fairytales

2010-12-11T20:59:00.000+08:00

Flower, Gleam and Glow

Let your power shine

Make the clock reverse

Bring back what once was mine

Heal what has been hurt

Change the fates design

Save what has been lost

Bring back what once was mine

Bring back what once was mine
♥

afiqah arif

Sweet Freedom.

2010-12-11T20:02:00.000+08:00

SPM's over. Okay, but that is soooooo two days ago ;)

3 months of FREEEEEEDOM! Jealous tak? Hihi :D

My 3 awesome months will be filled with :

1. Movies
2. Story books
3. Driving classes!
4. Outings
5. Talking on the phone
6. Sleepless nights
7. Jogging (hopefully :D)
8. Good food
9. Teevee
10. Sleep
11. How I Met Your Mother

And the list goes on and on and on ;)

Zaza Fahmeeda.

Awesome!

2010-12-11T09:30:00.000+08:00

Finally,
after about 2 months of not posting in blogger, i'm back with a new kick start.

New chapter.

New moves.

New inspiration.
Soon..

7-Eleven

2010-12-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

SPM IS OVER!
LET'S PARTAYYYYYY :)

Please Watch Over Me.

2010-12-01T00:48:00.000+08:00

addmathsphobic,

zafira

Handsome!

2010-11-17T16:33:00.000+08:00

You make me happy and that's more than enough.

Satu-Empat-Tiga

♥,

Zaza Fahmeeda

All Good Thing Comes to An End.

2010-10-03T01:59:00.000+08:00

Believe it or not, it has almost been a whole 10 years that I've been going to school. A whole decade, yes. Not really a wonder why I'm in sort of a hurry to finish my SPM huh? No more school means :

No more waking up on the first day of school.
No more waking up as early as 6.15 in the morning to get ready for school.
No more feeling like a zombie on the days when you only get 2 to 3 hours of sleep.
No more of your heart skipping a beat when you hit the snooze button only to realise its already 6.50, and you're late. Like really late.
No more joining the morning traffic jam of other school-goers.
No more of that sinking feeling that you get when you're a prefect and arriving school later than precisely 7.06 will cause you to suffer pure torture and deadly consequences from our dear En Shan.
No more walking the halls even if the assembly has already started and knowing you won't get into trouble because hey, you're a prefect. Teehee.
No more stupid and ridiculous jobs that you don't really need to do but you just want to so that you'll get that feeling of important-ness :)
No more complaining of being too busy with school stuff to have time for homework.
No more hanging around in the prefect room to eat and skip class.
No more being a prefect :)
No more walking the halls of the Form 5 block like I own the school.
No more sneaking out of the class using the back door to check my reflection in the mirror next to 5 ABK.
No more trying to sneak into class when the teachers too busy to notice lil small me running to her seat.
No more seating in the front of the class. And I mean right up front.
No more ultra-cuckoo and violent deskmates Farah and Mama Fiqah. Not to mention Timi and Asyraf.
No more bullying Asyraf. ALAAAAAA :( Lepas ni spe lg nk takot kt saye ni kalau bukan awak Asyraf?
No more dramas in 5 ABK. The back group AND among the front group.
No more 'sentap kot' from Kak Nab.
No more visiting Lanee, Jaja and Fify in 5 Isk and Bebola in 5 Alau in the mornings and whenever I get the chance.
No more playing tag with Zhaf in the halls -.-
No more fear of saying hye to Jaja on one of those occasions where she's in her bad mood and you have a very high possibility of being yelled at. Err.
No more visiting Cikgu Abd Rahman's room and getting our good supply of sweets. Hee thanks cikgu! :D
No more going for rehat at the canteen anymore.
No more hearing other people's drama and watching them around the school.
No more annoying juniors. I don't remember being that naive. Though I have to admit, some of em are kind of nice :)
No more visiting Faris Si Budak Comel in 5 Alau. HAHA.
No more doing homework. Wait, I didn't do much homework this year. So that's okay. Cut that.
No more pitying them guys at school for trying so hard and thinking themselves as the 'IT' bunch.
No more laughing at the stories they're capable of making up to make them sound 'cool'.
No more feeling depressed when you think you've done good enough in your exam this time, only to realise that a mere 66 is not really a good improvement for your Biology mark compared to the 92 a classmate of yours got.
No more feeling proud of yourself for scoring the half number of As for your trials, only to find out that other people got the twice number of As you did.
No more looking at the guy who you used to have a huge crush on and laugh at how much you changed. Not to mention how much he changed and how good it was things don't really work out between the both of you. Haha.
No more singing to current hit songs with Farah in class.
No more David, Thinesh, Adelin, Markus, Lisia, Nishant :( Yes, even Nishant.
No more having P&C&NN conversations with Lisia and Farah.
No more Zhaf and Farah drama. Hehe.
No more Zhaf, Farah AND Mama Fiqah drama x)
No more Tan Hong Ming and Umi Qazrina love triangle between Kok, Hamirah and Wei Jie.
No more talking about bras or err other disgusting and personal girl stuff with Kak Nab.
No more being a senior at school.
No more outings or movie marathon with friends only on weekends coz otherwise, you have to skip school.
No more waiting for Zaza to come home during the weekends because yes, I do miss my best friend :(
No more going to the library on weekends. Padahal budak budak semak gler -.-
No more tuitions! No more Cikgu Munisah, Cikgu Rahim, Cikgu Azhar, Cikgu Rohana, Cikgu Azmiah and Cikgu OB :(
No more school uniform.
No more thinking you're too short to finish school and no one's gonna buy the fact that you're almost 18, because hey. It's happening anyway.
No more wondering who you're gonna be when you're all grown because you're almost an adult now.
No more offers of 'I nak amik you blk tuition boleh?'
No more SPM.
No longer calling yourself a Georgian.

And the list goes on and on and on..
Yes, precisely on 8th of December 2010. Farhan Zafira Zafrin will officially finish secondary school with many memories to keep.

They grow up so fast, don't they?
Yes. Yes they do.

zafira.

Nama Ape?

2010-09-22T00:33:00.000+08:00

My conversation with a three-year-old second cousin.

Dia nama ape?

Imanudin *his name is Iman Badruddin.

Kakak nama ape?

Aisyah.

Mama nama ape?

Noimah *Norimah.

Papa nama ape?

Work.

HAHA.

zafira.

6.3 days

2010-09-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

This morning in the kitchen.

Pika: Ma, SPM lagi 63 hari.

Mama: Ye? Tak lame lagi tu. Kalau kire 63 bagi 10 subjects, 1 subject 6.3 hari.

Huh?

*Waaaaaaa :'(

Macamana nak habis revise satu subject dalam masa 6.3 hari ni?

zafira

Sick.

2010-09-14T10:37:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

Yes, I know I've been neglecting you for the past couple of weeks. My deepest apologies and greatest thanks to Zaza and Fify for still keeping this blog alive. *Lanee lebih kurang I je haa -.- HAHA

Oh while we're at it,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN ♥

Life's been smooth sailing so far. Minus the part where I'll be getting my trials result which I am simply dreading -___-" *sighs

...............

.............

.......

Who am I kidding really? The only excitement that I've experienced so far was Raya.

That's why I haven't been blogging in ages.

NOTHING'S HAPPENED.

And I am sick of it.

zafira.

Rayarwww :)

2010-09-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

Salam Aidilfitri ini ditujukan khas buat mama, ayah, along dan adik di Seremban, abang di Korea dan juga buat insan tersayang di United Kingdom. Tidak lupa juga kepada paklong sekeluarga, makngah, anak buah, mak buah ect. Tidak ketinggalan keluarga mertua, FLMP, sahabat handai, saudara mara di serata Malaysia dan juga Singapore. Ucapan ini turut ditujukan kepada guru-guru Sekolah Kebangsaan Seri Kelana, SMK King George V dan MRSM Serting serta JPA sebagai pihak penaja saya. Nantikan kepulangan anakanda yang jauh di perantauan ini. Salam perantau daripada Afiqah Arif. Moscow, Rusia.

Let's write all the mistakes down in the sand and let the wind of forgiveness erase it away!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN <3>

P/S : FLMP sekaliannnn jom pergi jalan-jalan rayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D

Hope and Faith

2010-09-01T14:51:00.000+08:00

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Merdeka Night!

2010-08-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

The title sounds interesting eh? Be warned though, this post isn't as interesting as you expect it to be.

Dangg, berhabuk gila blog? Kata ada 4 orang. Sorang pun tak update? Haha. PEMALAS MASING-MASING! I takpe, I tersekat dekat Selandar ;)

So like, Trials dah habis kannnnnnn? FREEEEEEEEDOM! Untuk korang lahh. I ada Trials Melaka pulak naik cuti -.- Whatever the results are nanti, semua orang chill je okayyy? Sebab I pun dah redha dengan Biology I yang dah confirm confirm ke laut ke paya. So what's done is done. Yang penting SPM okayy hunneyss? :D

Sumpah rindu gilaaaaaa. Nasib baik Jumaat ni balik lagi sekali. Then we go berbuka puasa like we always do alright? Dekat mana eh this time? You guys plan it, nanti I balik, yang I tahu, I siap tinggal makan je :)

Banyakkkkk sangat cerita nak bagitahuuu. Dah lama tak borak. And I mean LAMAAAAA. So cuti nanti kita gossip banyakbanyak okay? Haaa tu je kott nak cakap, just as an update.

Can't wait to see you guyss.

Much love, Zaza <3

Wishes.

2010-07-24T01:10:00.000+08:00

Like seriously, how gay do you have to be to NOT notice a person who's like so into you?

Damn.

♥ ♥ ♥

Those Panda Eyes :D

2010-07-13T09:33:00.000+08:00

Viva la Espana!

I was rooting for Argentina, for obvious reasons. But Maradona Boys were easy victims to the mighty Germans. Oh well.. you can't win everything kan.

I am no footfall fan. I am not interested in EPL or Manchester United, Arsenal, or what not. But I found myself following the World Cup matches with lots of interest. They were playing for their countries. And that brought out the best among the best in the world.

Also, all the hypes lifted my spirit up.

And Kaka is such an eye candy *wink wink*

~Vuvuzela~

Waste of time? Definitely not.

True, one can always find out the scores from previous night matches from friends the next morning.

But its the experience that counts.

It's once every four years.

The whole world was on a standstill for a month for this event.

And I can say, I am glad I didn't miss the World Cup experience.

The panda eyes were worth it :D

Now, let's get back to normal life.

Hasta luego en Sao Paulo,

zafira.

The Sisterrrr :)

2010-07-04T14:16:00.000+08:00

Maybe this is two months too late, but yea.

Well, my sister graduated.

CONGRATULATIONS ZAZA AMEERA MOHD ZAINEE!

She looks happy doesn't she? I'm happy for you too, Alang. And just so you know, I'm super proud of you! Agak cliche kan? Tapi takpe, it's ze truth. I can't believe that everyone's graduating, Mimi SPM pun tak lepas lagi :(

It's been a year since I last saw you. And mannn, dah lain gila. Your hair is soo long, dah kurus juga, muka pun dah licin. Heartbreaker lah sekarang kan? When you get back, go boyfriend hunting okay? *wink

So I guess after this, you're going to start working. Boo-hoo. Nanti susah lah nak hangout hangout. Then you'll have boyfriends pulak, lagi lah susah nak hangout. Lepas tu kahwin pulak, and dapat anak. Gahh, okay jauh sangat fikirrr. But I've missed you. For them 4 years Alang dekat sana, lama tu lah Mimi miss Alang :) Sweet tak? Haha. 4 years is like 10 decades in sister-time tau :P Okay dah mengarut. What I'm trying to say is, congratulations and you inspire me. Tengok Alang graduate, I feel like I want to do my best too. So get back fast okay? :)

I loveeeee this picture.
I'm glad that I have a gorgeous, multi-talented, caring, loving, understanding, interesting, independent, original, ambitious, dazzling and not to forget, intelligent sister like you.
I'm glad that you're my sister at all.
:)

Love you sister. Can't wait for you to get back.

Loves, Mimi :)

Setting Standards.

2010-06-27T14:15:00.000+08:00

“If you don't set a baseline standard for what you'll accept in life, you'll find it's easy to slip into behaviors and attitudes or a quality of life that's far below what you deserve.”-Tony Robbins

They say it is good to set yourself some standards in life as long as you don't set the standards too high. If you set a standard that is too high, you might be setting yourself up for disappointment.

So, rather than aiming for a maximum level of perfection, set a minimum level of standard that you have no excuse of not achieving.

That's sound easy enough. *rite?*

Add Maths & Accounts: 50 at least, pretty pleaseeeee?

zafira.

True That

2010-06-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

What facebook said about Alani ;

You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.

It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!

You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.

But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.

Your strength: Your superstar charisma

Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you

HAHA!

The last part is hilariously true.

CHESS?

2010-06-17T17:00:00.000+08:00

Wawan text me this morning, wanting me to come back to training. "Dah kalau akak tak nak main boling, akak nak main ape lagi? CHESS?"

And I remember playing online chess with someone.

I lost every time.

Okay.. Err where did that come from?

zafira.

Stating the Obvious.

2010-06-16T17:37:00.000+08:00

Its' amazing how people sometime tend to wish for something that they know they probably can't have and ignore the things that keep appearing in their faces daily.

How they ignore the things that they know are good for them but chase that elusive unknown instead.

How they won't see what are clearly in front of them instead they choose something that is not even there.

How they aren't thankful for those who love them but instead they'll stay up half the night wondering, 'what is it that he doesn't see in me?'

How they try to convince themselves something is not good for them even if their hearts are already half into it.

...........

Yeah, one can be so dumb sometimes.

I guess you are just too blind to notice how lucky you actually are.

And please please stop trying to convince yourself that I'm too good for you.

I've heard that one before, and yeah well, this time I think I'm old enough to be making my own decisions.

Zafira.

Airplanes

2010-06-16T01:30:00.000+08:00

"Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever"

Du'uh
Benda yang paling saya tak suka dalam dunia ni selain kena marah or jumpa lipas terbang is
making decisions.
Makin besar ni makin banyak keputusan yang kita kena buat sendiri.

Kalau dulu semua benda bunda yang biasa buatkan.
Kalau nak pergi mana-mana bunda yang decide kan nak pakai baju apa
Bunda yang sikatkan rambut ikat ponytail or tocang dua
Bunda yang pilihkan kek hari jadi saya
eh mungkin tu abang-abang saya yang pilih?
Daddy yang tempatkan saya di tadika paling bagus
Mereka yang kata what do and don't
Tapi sekarang banyak benda yang saya disuruh buat sendiri
-_____________________-"

Saya benci buat keputusan sendiri.
I have to Consider All Factor
I should have Aim, Goal and Objective
yeah,
tu lah yang saya belajar dekat sekolah masa Program KKB (kemahiran Asas Berfikir)
ngeh.

Kau kena belajar buat keputusan!
Adat lah kita belajar from kesilapan.
Jangan takut nak buat silap sebab dari situ kita belajar erti kehidupan.
dan lagi sekali
-_________________-"

So Fify,
Make decisions from the heart and use your head to make it work out.
Ya Allah bantulah hamba-MU ini dalam memilih jalan yang terbaik.

Dah la nak sambung pack barang nak balik Penjara Serting!
BAIII!

Never Ever

2010-06-14T17:31:00.000+08:00

josh farro yummmm :)

um now everyone i know is going crazy over the whole fifa madness.

i just don't care that much about football or soccer or whatever you call it.

i probably should though , you know being friends to football fanatics ,

it's easy to be left out of a conversation and be invisigirl for the whole time.

i think it's best if i pretend to know who is playing against who or just read

the papers the next morning. yeah i'll keep that in mind.

anyways, i'm stuck here at home with a fever and a stupid headache.

mom and other siblings are out since morning. like super early bcause

they had to rush to klgcc for swimming lessons or something.

i was barely awake when they left. but hey i'm fine alone. i have this

big ol mac to myself andddd the tv. plus no screaming kids running

around the house. i need some more me time.

and about a month ago i decided to open a tumblr account for no apparent

reason. yeah only NOW right? sumpah lembab. and ever since then , i've been

soooo addicted to it. but i don't blog there. i just put up cool photos and quotes.

yeah lame who can blame me? im not promoting it or anything but it would

be nice if some of you take a look at my page and follow me.

Here's the link to my tumblr.

follow me!

♥ Spain

2010-06-12T08:55:00.000+08:00

Things to do today :

1. Get up

2. Survive

3. Go back to bed

fifayyy.

I'll Be Just Fine.

2010-06-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

Being a fiver is seriously frustrating kan? Well I think so. I mean you'll think so too, sumpah, IF YOU GO TO SE-FREAKING-LANDAR.

-___________-"

I miss KGV. Betulllllll. I miss the I-just-don't-want-to-go-to-school reason, I miss the car rides going to school and coming back from school, I miss the awesome friends, and not forgetting, the awesome teachers! Ehe ;)

Truth be told, serious tawar hati dengan my school tu dah. The fivers are constantly attacked anddd aimed for everything. Even for the things that we are not directly responsible of. Okay, everybody makes mistakes. But could you please move on? Haih.

Just for the record, I think we are given more than we can handle. So when I say I don't have enough time to study, I seriously don't. I'm not the stay-up-until-3-in-the-morning type because I personally think students like us need them 8 full hours of sleep. Then maybe, we won't sleep in class. Ya heard? -.-

My mid term papers dropped and I'm down obviously :( SPM is in less than 5 months. I need to buck up. My parents are quite disappointed, I can see. I wish I have studied more, and slept less kot? I don't know. The dialogue between me and chemistry teacher,

Teacher : Zaza, ni kenapa markah Chemistry drop ni? Saya expect lebih tau dari awak Zaza.
Zaza : *Sengihsengih* Ntah la cikguuu.
Teacher : Hah kenapa?
Zaza : Hmm ntah la, banyak maksiat kot cikgu. Hahaha.
Teacher : Hahahaha tahu punnnn. Haaa.
Zaza : Alaa cikgu tapi takde la maksiat mana pun :D
Teacher : Tapi markah turun ni. Ada problem ke Zaza?
Zaza : Nak kata masalah takde pun cikgu. Haih ntah. Takpelah cikgu, nanti saya try harder :D

Suka hati je kan cakap dengan cikgu? Tapi I perasan lah markah semua drop, kenapa ni Zazaaaaa? ;( Oleh itu, di sini saya ingin mengambil kesempatan untuk minta maaf dekat semua pihak atas salah silap yang telah dilakukan sama ada yang disengajakan atau tidak. Yelah, mana tahu ada orang tak puas hati sampai habis semua ilmu tak masukk. Adoii.

SORRYYYYY :(

Zaza.

Its Smoshin' Time

2010-06-02T19:33:00.000+08:00

Love them! Especially ANTHONY he's a

whole lot of schmexiness.I'm just waiting

for the merch I ordered online.

Jyeah Food Battle 2009 tee.

Alani

(?)

2010-06-02T10:14:00.001+08:00

It must be killing you to think that after all this while I could still be a bother.

-.-

♥zafira

Many More To Come.

2010-05-29T02:59:00.000+08:00

If someone were to tell me 6 months ago that I would be living the life that I'm living now, I would've looked him in the eyes and said "Pffft. I wish".

Six months, and my life has changed so much.

Studying has taken over my life. I spend most of my waking hours going to school, to many many many tuitions and studying at home. I go nuts over add maths and accounts. My sejarah doesn't seem to make sense anymore. But I can proudly say that I now sleep very late, even on school nights, studying. I am driven by fear of SPM. And I don't want any regrets later.

I don't go to training anymore. I've probably lost all my bowling skills.

But I try not to think about that too much.

Although yeah, I have to admit. I don't really miss it that much :')

For months things were nearly out of control because of prefect things, drama and SUKMA.

Now, I think most of my duties as Ketua Exco are done. We're done with drama, and I'm done with SUKMA.

I am having a blast with Lanee, Farah, Zhaf and Py. Triple the fun if Zaza and Fify come home.

We go out to breakfast almost every weekend if we could drag ourselves out of bed before 10am.

We meet up at Ijan/SM in the evenings.

We hang out in Jusco or go to the movies during school holidays.

We go to S2's citypark to stroll and feed the fishes at times.

We hang out at Alani's kebun/dusun/orchard/whatever-you-call-it (whenever we're invited to her BBQs, haha).

We go to McD Senawang's drive thru just to buy sundae cones so that Zhaf and Lanee could practice on their driving. HAHA.

Then we go online and "kill" each other on fb :D

And now, I don't have to really consider other people's feelings.

I can say whatever I like and layan sape sape yang I suka without having to worry about hurting the feelings of a loved one :D

So yeah, you need to work real hard to impress me. Dazzle me with your magic, then maybe, just maybe, I'll say "yes" ♥

I need to study hard.

I have a major exam coming in like 5 months.

I'm not sure if I can remember how to bowl.

I should be feeling a bit pressured by now,

BUT I'm having a blast.

♥

zafira zafrin.

It Feels Like Outer Space

2010-05-28T16:18:00.000+08:00

The american idol hype is finally over. and i knew from the start that lee dewyze would win. dah lah comel. so back to reality - im currently going thru mid term exams. three days left til im free, well until holidays are ovahh that is. urgh they always leave the hardest papers for the last days of exams. Save the best for last my ass. haha it rhymes - i know im such a sad excuse for a girl.

anyways , i felt that this blog right here has been abandoned by its owners so mehh one post wont hurt. its not like i have better things to do.

alani, dont you have studying to do (?)

why yes!

physics boo!

chemistry mehh

addmaths i'd rather go fluff a monkey

so yeah now you all know how i feel about

flipping and staring thru books for hours.

and how smart i really am - apparently not so much.

i wish i could just make a smoothie out of them and drink it.

that way i would remember EVERYTHING.

haha. no? not funny? okay -_-"

andd newflash my jpj is on June 9th. lets hope i'll pass the damn thing becauseeeee im tired of asking my mom to drive me everywhere. cross your fingers , like super tight coz im a pretty suck-ish driver. people doubt me if they see ALANI IMAN is the one behind the wheels. but i'll you this , i rock at parking and tiga penjuru. lets leave the bukit part out of this eh? epic fail HAHA.

Dah la alani tak ya la nak membajet kat sini.

Girl missing found!

2010-05-28T13:47:00.000+08:00

....from serting, with love ♥

fify

Kame Kame Ha.

2010-05-01T20:37:00.000+08:00

Facebook said that...
" You are approximately wasting 8.83 hours daily or 134.34 days in a year in not very worthwhile activities. At this rate, now on, you will waste 36.81% of your life. "

PFFT. Interesting -__________-

Now I know how hopeless I am in managing my time :|

Zaza.

Farewell. For Now, Maybe.

2010-04-29T12:22:00.000+08:00

The time has come for me to say goodbye, at least for now.

And this I do with a heavy heart for it is not easy to let go of something that I love so very much.

:'(

Not knowing if I'll ever come back or if I'll be able to do this again.

You have brought me greatest of joy and deepest of sorrow over the past 5 years.

The closest of friends, brothers and sisters, family.

The loves of my life.

The tears of broken heart and a lost love.

So, this is it. For now. Maybe.

N12 signing -off,

♥ zafira.

Wherever The Orange Skies Are

2010-04-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

I can only a photo since i'm swamped with

school and wayyy too busy running my life.

And plus i totally think its super cute.

Love , Alani.

The Likelihood of Something Happening

2010-04-22T18:02:00.000+08:00

I wonderrrr (?)

Sing Your Lungs Out

2010-04-20T15:58:00.000+08:00

Talentimeeeee :)

The shindig was held last week at the Dewan Aspura.

It kinda sucked coz we didn't get to perform in the main hall,

where everyone can see us rock on stage.

ok bajet -__-"

So here's the list of group performances.

*Sorry aku tak tau name group korang

Performed Down Beatbox Remix

An interesting way to perform a song.

Didn't think Jibrail could even beatbox that good.

Well we were wrong, he does have a life.

If only the stupid mic didn't go bezerk in the

middle of your performance, you guys could've rocked it.

Clownface performed Unintended

Tak aci do sebab Bob joined this group after they auditioned for it.

But whatever. And again , thanks to the suckish mic ruined their song.

Sumpah tak faham apa Bob nyanyi.

Cute Girls ( Shuhell excluded) performed Down

Overall sedappp. Aku suka. Comel je Kaknab nyanyi lagu down.

Even though the guitar was sometimes off beat. Sorry Shuhell.

Sweet Couple was the only group which is NOT from form 5.

They were soooooo cute. They sang The Show btw.

anddddd finally there's me! and Aidil.

Double A (group name, not the battery) We performed dead last.

Btw our song was Love's Not A Competition

by Kaiser Chiefs to the people who don't know.

I was so nervous before we got on stage. Crazy butterflies in the tummy.

But i got over it and lots of people liked our performance.

Heeeeeeeee that i like :)

Throughout, it was a fun experience. Being a senior definitely has its perks.

Enough to make me go on stage and actually sing in front of a REAL audience.

Alani

The Lost Glitter.

2010-04-07T02:14:00.000+08:00

I WON'T BE IN THE SUKMA TEAM.

And yeah, I am absolutely fine with it.

I am perhaps the ONLY one who is okay with not being selected for SUKMA.

I stopped wanting to be in the team since early this year.

And it's not actually the best kept secret since I talked to close friends and my coach about it.

Since the end of last year, the glitter of SUKMA medals no longer entice me. Was it possible that I lost interest?

Or perhaps I got discouraged because it was simply too damn hard for me to get a place in the team?

Or has my passion for the game withered out as I no longer find hanging out in the alley as much fun as it used to be?

But whatever it was, I couldn't find enough MOTIVATION to push myself to want to be in the team anymore.

I was tired in my bones, tired in my heart, tired in my spirit.

I simply quit wanting to be in the team.

I am actually glad its over for me. I need to focus on what is important to me, what I still have motivation to do.

I look forward to going back to Pelapis where I can bowl for the love of the game, for me.

And no longer have to impress anybody in return for the 'supposed' honor of representing the state, a week of good time or for 5 minutes of glory on the podium.

SUKMA reject,

zafira zafrin.

Isn't She a Ray of Sunshine?

2010-04-03T11:40:00.000+08:00

To little miss who-thinks-she's-perfect,

I just don't have the time anymore.

To pretend that i don't seem to care

for every remark you make.

Now that you have showed

your opinion on me, it's easier to

know who your true friends are.

I know you doubt me. Admit it.

And for the record if I say something that

you know should be kept secret,

keep your mouth shut. Not dish it to everyone else.

Thanks a lot you made my life a WHOLE lot better.

* this is just gibberish , i recommend you ignore and leave at that k?

alani

Here's To Old Friends.

2010-03-22T09:48:00.000+08:00

I can sincerely say that I was ecstatically happy the last two weeks. My school holiday was a blast!

And I haven't been this happy for a longgg time :')

My decision not to compete or even to attend the Malaysian Open Bowling Championship was the absolute right thing to do.

I thought I'll be sad, tapi tak langsung pun.

Damn, I'm proud :)

Not having to attend training/competition or let alone meet or contact the bowling community for one WHOLE week did wonders to my mood and muscles. I needed the break much more than I thought.

And oh, terima kasih cikgu kerana 'terlupa' memberi saya homework. Selalu selalu macam ni pun takpe. I don't mind. Boleh study lebih sket.

*ehem*

Mostly, its Zaza, Fify, Zhaf, Farah, and Epy who made my holiday a blast.

Sorry Lanee, sape suruh pergi Bali.

Oh and yes, we missed having you around :)

And abang-abang macho yang entah macamana boleh ended up spending so much time with us:

Syaher, Raihan, Khalif, and Farid.

-although come to think of it again, tak de la pelik sangat considering Fify ada long history dengan one-of-them-but-I-think-you-know-which-one-I'm-talking-about and Syaher is my next door neighbour.

Heyy,

I kinda like having all of you guys around. Lets do this again for the next holidays okay?

♥ zafira.

I ♥ YOU

2010-03-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

My mum wants to spend quality time with me. AWWWWH :D

Yes, my mum canceled every single function that she had for today, just to spend the day with me. BANGGA. Haha.
Well this, happened, because I, Zaza Fahmeeda, said a few things waktu merajuk hari tu *ehem ehem and made her realize something. HAHA.

Tuesday (via SMS) :D
Mama : Nevermind, we'll go somewhere this Saturday okay.
Me : Takpelah Ma, dah busy nak balik Selandar dah pun by then. *merajuk ehem ehem
Mama : Eh Saturday takkan dah nak balik Selandar?
Me : Fineeee Ma, we'll go somewhere Saturday. *merajuk lagi :D
Mama : That's my good girl.
Me : -.-

Friday night
Mama : So esok nak Mama bawak pergi mana ni?
Me : (Dalam hati, 'Eh she still remembers!' *terharuuu) Errr entah taktauuu.
Mama : Eh takkan taktau. Nak keluar sebab Mimi ni. Nak pergi Mid Val ke, OU ke. Hmm?
Me : Errrr taktauuuuuuuuuu. *nada malu malu :P

Saturday morning
Mama : Mi, bangunnnn. Dah pukul berapa ni. (8 btw)
Me : Hmmm okayy Mama mandi lah duluu. Kejap lagi Mimi siap lah. *pisatpisat tidur balik (Suka hati je suruhsuruh my mum mandi dulu. HAHA)
Mama : (9am) Miii Mama dah siap dah.
Me : KELAM KELIBUT -.-
Mama : Nak pergi mana today?
Me : Hmm? Err jongketjongket bahu.

Dalam kereta dekat highway
Mama : Miii so nak pergi mana ni?
Me : Alaaaa ntahh. Mama nak pergi mana? Ngeee.
Mama : Mama nak jumpa Makteh kejap lah dekat Cheras.
Me : Wokehh.

Dekat rumah Makteh
Mama : (berborak) Kingah nak bawak this little girl pergi jalan ni. Hari tu dah merajukmerajuk. (-.-) Tapi dia pun taktau dia nak pegi mana.
Me : Sengih dekat Makteh :D
Pakteh : Pergi The Gardens lah Mi. Okaylah jugak kalau bawak Mama and Abah. Tak crowded sangat.
Me : Oh haa. Boleh jee.

Dalam kereta balik
Mama : Sooo garden?
Me : The Gardens lah Ma.
Mama : Oh soo The Gardens?
Me : Yeah Okayy :)

So pampompampom, sampai The Gardens around 1.30 kot?
Mama : Soooooo where do you want to go first?
Me : I don't know. Mama ada nak beli apa apa ke?
Mama : Umm Mama nak carik kasut kerja Mama lah.
Me : Okayyy, to the shoes section then.

2 jam selepas, 2 bag kasut di tangan.
Just imagine, 2 pairs of shoes took her 2 hours -.-

1st shoe
Mama : Okay tak yang ni?
Me : Lawa lawa.

The 10th shoe
Mama : Yang ni?
Me : Lawa. Jap what happened to the other shoes? Semua lawa je tadi? -.-
Mama : Yang tadi satu takde saiz, the other one depan dia sempit, satu tu muncung dia panjang sangat. Yang brown tadi tak selesa lah and then...
Me : Oh okayyy maaa. Yang ni pun lawa jugak :)

A gazillion shoes later
Mama : Okay Mama dah bayar.
Me : Jom pegi makannnn. LAPARRRRRR. -.-

Then habis makan, pergi shop for my stuff pulak. Dapat la 2 seluar. Ntah berapa juta sen duit Mama habis. Err SEN okayyy. Haha. Shop for 2 seluar tu setengah jam je tau. I am goooooood :P

So kesimpulannya, THANKS FOR THE OUTING MAAAA I ♥♥♥ YOU . EVEN IF YOU DIDN'T TAKE ME OUT TODAY AND EVEN IF YOU DIDN'T BUY ME THOSE PANTS. THAT'S FOR SURE :)

♥, Zaza

Confessions Of A...

2010-03-18T19:46:00.000+08:00

Eh kau tahu tak aku jealous? Mestilah tak kan? Kalau kau tahu pun, mesti kau rasa macam, “Asal kau nak jealous pulak doh? Lepak lepak sudeh.” Kan?

Pandai, aku jealous sebab aku suka kau la. Kalau tak, apo jadah eh den nak jealous? Eh tapi kalau kau tahu aku suka kau pun, then what kan? Kau suka orang lain -.-

*Okay that sounded sad and just plain pathetic =.=

Dammit lah, aku tak suka fall for people.

Especially falling for someone like you, sweetalker? -_____-

Kau suka orang lain tapi ayat kau semua stok nak buat aku cair lah kan?

Baby ahhh, tak baik lah buat aku macam ni.

Kalau dah suka orang lain tu, suka je lah.

Buat aku terheret sekali kenapa? -.-

Okayyy emo. Yes, I fell for someone. BIG TIME. Orang kata apa, head over heels eh? Well, I dah heels over head ni. Nak buat macam mana? -_-"

Seriously, aku tak pernah suka someone for real. And I mean REAL REAL. Yes, I had boyfriends. But trust me, my relationships sucked.

Okay whatevs -.-

So now, what I’m saying is, I LIKE YOU. FOR-freaking-REAL. Tolonglah bangga. I pun tak percaya. I have always liked people for fun. Never thought it’ll end up like this.

My jealousy kan kalau nak rate, peh Subhanallah, tak terkira. I tak suka lah rasa macam niiii. Tolonglah buat aku tak suka kau dah -.-

*I don't think that I sound like myself anymore. Sigh.

Zaza -.-"

Quote.

2010-03-17T17:55:00.000+08:00

Trying to forget someone you love,

is like trying to remember someone you never met.

♥

Zafira.

Love and Faith

2010-03-17T12:31:00.000+08:00

Hey.
It's me again.
So yeah,
Sekarang saya dah officially 17.
Yayy!
sangat happy..happy...happy...
okay fine mungkin saya tak cukup happy.
macam ni ke rasa dah 17?
-________________-"

OMA(oh my Allah!)
ayyem olddddddddddd!

Gila pantas dan efisien je masa ni=.=
Now I'm seventeen

then about ten years from now i'll be passing out invitation cards to my wedding.
10 years later mungkin saya dah ada 3 orang anak yang gemukgemuk.
awhh sangat adorable bila fikir anak saya nanti gemukgemuk.
haha
10 tahun kemudian lagi mungkin saya busy nak uruskan my son's wed.
another 10 years later mungkin saya dah bergelar nenek.
ya Allah,

Time would spin like sugar.

Syukur kepada Allah sebab diberi peluang untuk bernafas selama 17 tahun ni.

dan saya juga berbangga sebab dapat kekalkan status single.

sighhhhhh

T_T

So okay nak pergi siapkan homework.

Yes sangat tragis bila anda hanya duduk di rumah menyiapkan homework ON YOUR BIRTHDAY!

dah taknak emo.

bye.

birthday girl,

Fify.

Life is full of challenges.

2010-03-16T20:31:00.000+08:00

Perkara-perkara yang anda patut/tidak patut buat ketika ingin/sedang berfoya-foya :
1. Pastikan jam anda berada dalam waktu tempatan. BUKAN WAKTU BOMBAY ATAU UGANDA=.=
2. Pakai kasut yang sesuai supaya anda berasa selesa ketika tawaf shopping mall.
3. Jika berjalan-jalan di tepi jalan, sila pastikan handbag anda berada di sebelah bahagian yang tidak di bahu jalan (ayat vellu doe xp)
4. Sila check tiket anda before masuk ke dalam cinema.
5. Pastikan anda makan sepuas-puasnya jika diberi makanan free. eh eh ;P
6. Make sure anda sudah ke toilet sebelum menonton wayang.
7. Sila jaga adab ketika menonton movie. Sebarang perkataan (eg. "oh shit") ketika semuaorang sedang senyap adalah dilarang samasekali!
8. Pastikan anda membawa duit secukupnya just in case kalau kena naik kenderaan awam dan sebagainya.
9. Jangan makan hotdog di dalam bas yang ber air-cond.

Hey.
Saya baru pulang (taknak kalah dgn perkataan balik xp) from KL.
dan rasa sangat capek sekali.
bangun seawal 8 pagi sebab zhaf kata dia nak ambil kitaorang pukul 9.
"Pukul 9 sharp tau aku amik!"
aku ingat tu zhaf.
TAPI KENAPA SAMPAI PUKUL 10 KAU TAK SAMPAI2 LAGI? =.=
okay taknak emo.
haha

Sampai KL around 11 dan terus ke Pavillion.
Berkaraoke selama 3jam di RedBox.
RedBox sangat cool okay and and pergi sebelum pukul 3
anda akan dapat harga yang murah $_$
tapi sebenarnya separuh masa kami dihabiskan dengan makan yg disediakan secara buffet
makanan dia not bad not bad.
hihi kan Ka?;D

Then
movie time!
Alice in Wonderland
cerita dia agak bosan
tapi sebab tengok 3D so macam menarik sikit.
So Zaaa, you takde lah rugi sangat kalau tak dapat tengok cerita ni.
Except dkt part yang ada Johnny Depp.
au au Johnny Depp!
hee :D

Masa nak balik tiba-tiba
Zhaf buat lawak antarabangsa cakap abang dia tak boleh amik.
-_______________________-"
Makanya,
Kami decided untuk menaiki kenderaan awam.
hihi.
serious adventure sebab I tak pernah naik bus before.
I mean bus awam lah.
Ye ye saya tahu memalukan je ;")

On the way back to Seremban
Ada accident bus&kereta
Then farah said :
"Weh,kita almost nak naik that bus tadi"
And I was like phew Alhamdulillah.
Kalau tak sure sure esok celebrate birthday dekat hospital dah.
orr...
Okay taknak fikir=.=

So yeah dah habis.
Gambar tak dpt nak upload banyak sebab dekat DSLR zhaf.
;)
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

eh memang tak boleh nak upload gambar langsung sebab ape benda tah masalah=.=
FVJDGIEROGJKASMGF;OPARGJJNBG

okay dah bye!

.......fify

notakaki : "Adik manis, mahu beli perfume?" haha. (inside joke) xp

All In A Day's Work

2010-03-16T17:30:00.000+08:00

Okay since Farhan Zafira Zafrin is babbling about me not blogging, I am finally going to blog about something. And because I have absolutely NO idea of what to blog about, I'm taking the most relevant thing that is happening in my life right now. Which is, my house. Yes, the one that I said is falling apart. Well apparently it's not. It's just getting a face lift :) Here are the pictures. Enjoyyyy.

Okay we'll start with this two.

Left : Its the new room! Initially it was going to be me and my sisters' room butttt, change of plans, it's going to be Along's room! Yeah nvm. I'm cool with it :)
Right : Because they needed more space to build the room, this is left of our veranda -.-

Left : We painted it a different colour! No longer the scary bungalow putih. Haha.
Right : Just from another angle.

Left : At the back of the house. It's like a jungle -.-
Right : A sneak-a-peek of Along's new bathroom. Sorry gambar sendiri menyemak :D

Left : Pokok rambutan. Mama wanted to cut it down. Abah didn't. Alas, potong setengah everybody's happy -.-
Right : Okay besar gila kan pokok sukun ni? Both mama and abah finally agreed to cut it down because it's getting TOO big. BUT, masalahnya sekarang, the tree won't stop mengeluarkan buah sukun. Kan tak baik potong pokok yang sedang berbuah? :D

Left : Kotor kannnnn?
Right : Apalah grass lompong lompong -.-

Left : Books!
Right : Didn't think we had THESE many books -.-

Left : Nampak tak lampu kereta dah pecah? Sape buat? Tehee. Secrets of the house :D
Right : Tiada motive sebenarnya gambar ni. But the pokok macam takde bunga kan? I think it's the heat.

That's about it about the house. Other stuff going on in the house, let it be a surprise :)

***
Aaaaaanyway, tengok lah ni!

Nampak tak dekat jari tu gelembung gelembung?
Sakitttt -.- BUKAN sebab melecur. Sebab main guitar.
Sakit je lebih, terer tak pun.
Cit po dahhh -.-

***

Oh and one more thing,

What a cute little thing kan? Dah la it's purple :)
Thanks Syahirfor the birthday present!
Tehee.

Okay that wraps it all.

Later monkeys! :)

Zaza.

iRealize.

2010-03-14T14:57:00.000+08:00

" People change."

FULLSTOP.

Alani Imannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

2010-03-01T15:28:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Hope all your dreams and wishes come true.
Dah 7teen weh dah tua dahhh.
haha.
So lepas ni dah boleh amik driving license.
Boleh la visit aku every week dekat Serting kan?
tehee.

May Allah bless.
Love you babe! ;))

Fify

This Ain't A Song For The Broken-Hearted

2010-02-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

In about an hour and one minute

and possibly 20 19 18 17 seconds,

i'm gonna be freakin joining the

SEVENTEEEEEEEN CLUB!

I'm finally not gonna be affected by the monday blues.

They grow up so fast, don't they? *sob sob

Alani.